Friday, October 23, 2009

I wish...

Today after having chosen my path to do my Master’s in Science, I stand perplexed amidst all applications, universities, professors, recommendation letters, useless exams which could be written as many times till we are satisfied with our scores. I can’t look back now to think if am following my passion. I have never dreamt of being one Software Engineer, infact a continuous stare at the monitor will ache my brain. Life is pounding on us with its various plights; it seldom gives us time to ponder on to discover our passions. And with a clustered orthodox network like ours, you are made to realize that you serve for the cause of your community and you got no escape from the bonds unless you accept it whole heartedly “ Yes, It’s my life “. And however, I stand a victim of blame too, because I have supported them all time bowing myself to their decrees. Almost, every talk right on this day among close pals or kins has some mention on monetary concerns. It has become more of a pride to say that my son/daughter is in US, earning dollars. And the current trend is, we voluntarily stand upright in the Line Of Control with a perception that our neighbor would benefit us more than that done by our country. We prepare ourselves to lose what is good today to gain what is extra-ordinary today, eventually the extra-ordinary will turn ordinary tomorrow and leave us yearning for what we won’t get!
I wish, every damn thing on Earth was easier, at least nearer.
I wish, earth had only one King governing a single country
I wish, currency were treated as scribble papers.
I wish, I could have a replica of my family and frens wherever I go!
I wish, we had no emotions or any senses.

At least
I wish, we were monkeys still